This Life, Forever.

"I've been in my mind,
It's such a fine line,
That keeps me searching,
For a heart of gold."
-Neil Young, Heart of Gold

Well. Just overheard my Dad tell his girlfriend that he wishes it was just them 2, and I wasnt born.

Think my Dad is going to beat me tonight.

Its nights like these

that I can’t control the tears of all the pressures of being lonely, having higher standards for myself and pushing and stressing myself to the limits and boundries that I cant with stand.

I want my friend back. I wish inwould have never told her and just kept my mouth shut. I was perfectly fine with what we had and I loved it. But now we don’t talk. I miss her more than she probably does me.

I hate my feelings

I’ll be the first to admit it, I’ll be alone forever. Because timing hates me.

I’m Tim Duncan, I really like a girl, and that’s the end of it. She probably doesn’t know and Im to scared to say

You’re the only exception for my rant from bellow, I just wish I had the balls to tell you that. You do actually make me feel like saying my name in pride

Describes my personality exactly.

Describes my personality exactly.

I’m not your typical dream date. There are other better choices. I’m just the plan Z. Like, if all else fails. Ya know, the outrageous plan nobody likes.